benjaminlover

Everything in the past was really good between you and me, but now it's all wrong. You're so mean to me. You hit beat and yell at me over just the littlest things. I don't understand  why you do theses things to me anymore. I haven't done anything for you to do them to me. I was sitting at the kitchen table with my elbow prompted up on the wooden table with my chin resting in the palm of my hand, lightly blowing a peace of my blonde hair away from my blue eyes.  I had the back door to the kitchen opened so the nice summer air would flow throe the house letting the smell of him and that cheep beer out of the house.  I looked up at the clock o

Know one seems to listen anymore. I don't understand why tho, like the people who say they wont hurt or leave you. But they end up doing so anyway when they say they wouldnt in the first place. Even after years of being hurt i still do not understand. I am afried to open up to people now because they all see to leave after a while. So i never really know if i'm pushing someone away that who would realy stay with me. I just don't know anymore. Its hard to know what liife will be like from here on out for me. Will i keep growing to be strong like how the tress grow, or will i fall and slowly die and fade away like the flowers after you pick the